280311 ♥ choco

i get this from someone special
someone who inspire me
someone who guide me when i feel lost
someone who gv me hug when i need to be consule or cheer

She will beside me all d time
in my heart
forever

i love u ♥

♥ beastly 260311

it's movie day~♥
and i go for Beastly tat day. juz a woah and i love it so muchie. it's actually just a classic fairy tales story based but i just love it so much. maybe i havent grow up LOL. sometime, just need a simple and happi-ending movie to light up our life i suppose :) and most importantly... i just love BABY V vannessa hudgens ♥ i think i fallen into her real life character and lifestyle and blah blah blah... just love ♥ she look HOT in every moment!

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sometime i do mind, when people talk about my shortness... i admit i am nor slim enough or stylish... but quite hurt when they slap u wif word... i m not kinda of people who flight back coz i know it's hurt. how cum they behave like this? i have no answer. d only way is to keep telling myself, i am good enough... that's it. i just have to believe myself =)

life is like jail when u keep repeat eveything in life. no more strength to flight. i cry not becoz i feel myself pity... i just feel helpless on current situation... yet i wish to make some changes on myself =) i ought to be strong... i know!



       p.s: i buy a pair of earphones after i saw baby v carry it in BEASTLY ♥ and i love it so muchie!!

FROM NOW ON

From now on,

life with responsible
act to mature
be happi everyday :D

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i need to start to learn...
how to talk
how to express myself
how to get something i wan by myself


although i still sad like hell
seriously
i think of many things too, bad one xD
but at last i still found my intellect to stop me

i know
i cant let tis all ruin my life
as my dear wish :)♥


she say must be happy dun let me worry
i know
i muz do it!!

actually i edi fever for many days
well well... i cant bring myself to d doctor
i still not enough brave
give me some time
i will do it!!!

in future,
there is many things out of control
tsunami, earthquake in japan
pray for them

hope they can stand up
blessing blessing

they r much more strong then us
we can let our life ruin in tiny things

life is juz a process
live up
be positive
be strong
most important
take care of myself...

today plan to watch movie d
but still not brave enough to step out of door


next time
hope i can do it


must remember
be positve

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100% original w/o photoshop. LOL

it's really quite a hard night for me
haiz... =(
many people say many things had make me lost
lost my way

i used to think EXPLAIN is a unnecessary job
because the truth will come out at last
but seem like that just impossible

many things doesn't come with a miracle
like TRUTH

so that is y explanation is needed

so i will explain
now

1. i will not present for d stupid award in london because
i cant take long time flight currently
2. stop gossip bout my past, i love my parents
and that is seriously not my fault
how can i seduce someone when i was 9?
3.  stop asking me wat the hell happen!!!
thanks

i need to learn
how to talk
how to externalize myself

nitez

100311

it's been quite a long time since i disappeared from here...
many things happen lately
had make my heart empty...

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all things is not suitable to noted down
but will always live in my heart



i never thought i will become scumbag someways
and yet i did
i admit i do cry for that
but doesn't help at all


but i promise
give me some time
i gonna turn over a new leaf
i will stand up ♥

blogging blogging
only place wont complain and abandon me
how sorrow is me?

i muz be tough and positive always :)