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it's been quite a long time since i update tis.. LOL i m quite busy to adapting my life. :) so far so good but i feel tired in facing all blah blah blah things that i am not suppose to face
haiz .. pls allow me to haiz since i dun really can express my feeling in all way ...
should learn to be more quite ... :)

現在 ♥

天氣好熱 我好想妳 總是覺得 妳不過離我 一個轉身的距離 怎麼一轉眼 就統統不見了
現在過得很好 吃飯 做工 看電影 沒有什麼 不快樂的事 日子是平淡又安定
前幾天 特地和阿姨說了 happy mother days 她好開心 開心到 我捨不得 關上電話
我們 是親人啊 她說的

我该不该 為了和她 一起生活2個月 放棄 我現在的生活
i had totally no idea.. i just need to think carefully and correctly
will i be fine after this 2 months? i dont know... maybe... just maybe... can i make it?

250411

it's my dear pet from 22.01.00- 23.04.11, chubby girl rest in peace ♥ i will always keep in my mind i had a pet who always wanna to sleep wif my n try to jump up to my bed, naughty when meet kitten, love to eatss bits of food, love to chase cats, never say tired to her activity, sun-tanned! 
u been given this name becoz u look like fake doll in kids, n u love tis! sorry for could not stay wif u in last second, u know i always keep u in mind... pls happy like before in heaven, dear..
i love u... zhenzhen ♥



‎2011了我現在才發現 .>.<'' 這條路是我自己選的 好好過吧
其實過分獨立 是好事 :) 以前覺得要把全部 好的壞的 都丟掉 太傻了
身邊人都罵 我很貪心 已經有了一個無可取代的 長處
還整天想丟掉 換別的 其實 值得嗎?
我們都是有限的 不可能都完美
被罵醒了 還好 還有人肯罵我
thanks for everythings, mr. karl!
他說: 罵的醒的 是人才 xD 而他肯罵的人 不多啦 xD
stop the greedy, appreciate wat i have.

It's a time...
to grow

130411 ♥ sucker punch

oh yah yah i goin to kl tis cuming friday!! happy like boom!! goin to eat lots lots, play more more, and shop bit bits!! hahaxD
it's a chances to get rid of emody mood and few days of peace... and let my mind calm down... before become crazy... and yess, i get my new name from visiber edi, quite nice i think(must hypnosis myself T.T)
so please call me 劉儷謙 if u see me in future! for my fortune in future will getting better and better with tis name i believe.

must believe in myself  and smile =)

OMG i look so fat and chubby T.T

and the movie i watch few days ago is super amazing! it's like a combination of action and love. perhaps i just simply love tis movie coz baby V. she act as blondie, cute like hell and i love she so much... she look so positive always, like a sunshine.....(delete 10000++ words below) it's a movie worth to watch!

the movie- sucker punch :)

And SHE IS HOT!!

goin to pack my things now.. tata :)

happy orange day ♥

happy orange day♥ actually i done it at long time ago just lazy to post. ignore my sucks voice it's actually a good video coz it's a memorable of us in those days we together, from young to teen to old... frenz forever!
stay tune !!

tata:)

010411

it's april edi! so fast.. time files!! it's like just yesterday is xmas and today is nearly half year to xmas,
MY LIFE? still have to go on.. i eat i sleep i work i read i sing i play i laugh i cry i noor i dumb ; P
all tiny things make my tears come out, all huge things make myself stronger :)
i shopping ALONE now with a WOAH pls!!! hahaxD that's really amazing... i used to accompany by relative with go to doctor blah blah blah... now all alone.. i take bus to go... really a woah! hahaxD

my health still okie =) that's a glad news, juz i really cant tie my hair everyday or work w/o coat anymore, i must think of sumthings. otherelse i gonna faint for sure >.<
i being kinda of scumbay nowadays, pretend myself dont care like write i m a BITCH on face
not a good one actually... =(

STOP IT!!!! i say... I LOOK SO STUPID!!

d only gud news is i LOVE my new earphone so so so so muchie  ♥

nitez T.T

280311 ♥ choco

i get this from someone special
someone who inspire me
someone who guide me when i feel lost
someone who gv me hug when i need to be consule or cheer

She will beside me all d time
in my heart
forever

i love u ♥

♥ beastly 260311

it's movie day~♥
and i go for Beastly tat day. juz a woah and i love it so muchie. it's actually just a classic fairy tales story based but i just love it so much. maybe i havent grow up LOL. sometime, just need a simple and happi-ending movie to light up our life i suppose :) and most importantly... i just love BABY V vannessa hudgens ♥ i think i fallen into her real life character and lifestyle and blah blah blah... just love ♥ she look HOT in every moment!

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sometime i do mind, when people talk about my shortness... i admit i am nor slim enough or stylish... but quite hurt when they slap u wif word... i m not kinda of people who flight back coz i know it's hurt. how cum they behave like this? i have no answer. d only way is to keep telling myself, i am good enough... that's it. i just have to believe myself =)

life is like jail when u keep repeat eveything in life. no more strength to flight. i cry not becoz i feel myself pity... i just feel helpless on current situation... yet i wish to make some changes on myself =) i ought to be strong... i know!



       p.s: i buy a pair of earphones after i saw baby v carry it in BEASTLY ♥ and i love it so muchie!!

FROM NOW ON

From now on,

life with responsible
act to mature
be happi everyday :D

120311

i need to start to learn...
how to talk
how to express myself
how to get something i wan by myself


although i still sad like hell
seriously
i think of many things too, bad one xD
but at last i still found my intellect to stop me

i know
i cant let tis all ruin my life
as my dear wish :)♥


she say must be happy dun let me worry
i know
i muz do it!!

actually i edi fever for many days
well well... i cant bring myself to d doctor
i still not enough brave
give me some time
i will do it!!!

in future,
there is many things out of control
tsunami, earthquake in japan
pray for them

hope they can stand up
blessing blessing

they r much more strong then us
we can let our life ruin in tiny things

life is juz a process
live up
be positive
be strong
most important
take care of myself...

today plan to watch movie d
but still not brave enough to step out of door


next time
hope i can do it


must remember
be positve

110311

100% original w/o photoshop. LOL

it's really quite a hard night for me
haiz... =(
many people say many things had make me lost
lost my way

i used to think EXPLAIN is a unnecessary job
because the truth will come out at last
but seem like that just impossible

many things doesn't come with a miracle
like TRUTH

so that is y explanation is needed

so i will explain
now

1. i will not present for d stupid award in london because
i cant take long time flight currently
2. stop gossip bout my past, i love my parents
and that is seriously not my fault
how can i seduce someone when i was 9?
3.  stop asking me wat the hell happen!!!
thanks

i need to learn
how to talk
how to externalize myself

nitez

100311

it's been quite a long time since i disappeared from here...
many things happen lately
had make my heart empty...

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all things is not suitable to noted down
but will always live in my heart



i never thought i will become scumbag someways
and yet i did
i admit i do cry for that
but doesn't help at all


but i promise
give me some time
i gonna turn over a new leaf
i will stand up ♥

blogging blogging
only place wont complain and abandon me
how sorrow is me?

i muz be tough and positive always :)

230211

我  一定要學會勇敢 堅強

為了你

絕對不能 讓你擔心

我們都會好好的 :)

songs in heaven

i always think y u r d one who leave us
u r so kind so beautiful so pure
u have a wonderful family
a lovely boyfrend
a wonderful life

tell me y
u have such a silly mind?
my heart was empty when i saw u throw u life away in front of my eyes


i have no one to tell
my fear my tears


r u miss me?
therefore u come to my dream
as a warning tell me how u destroy ur life and
dun wan me to do d same things?

i wont i promise

 but
i love u
wei yi

r.i.p

兔年♥ 大快樂!!

happie bunnie year 2011 ♥

兔年♥ 大快樂!!
感謝我家附近住了很多有錢人 讓我看到很多漂亮的煙火 :)

今年感覺上會是很好的一年 我的預感 向來狠準xD 今年準備好了 要吃很多很多年貨!!! 不然不是要等明年 ?!

送上招牌兔子牙跟大家say hello

xD

:D

腳印再踏一步

飛機還是起飛了 其實滿想哭的剛剛
不過我還是忍下來了


要堅強 :) 是我給自己的目標 :)
我相信我可以做到
因為眼淚 在太多時候 是軟弱的代表
我不想再弱下去了 因為這次
i really grow =)


從現在開始 我要對自己誠實 對我認識的每一個人
No more lies in my life!!! woohooo !! 好輕鬆自在 我現在 !!



to: my love rubbish yu ren
這是我 第一次 也是最後一次 在我的生命
這麼誠實的 說我愛你 :)
因為我告訴自己 no lies!

我今年20歲 你18歲
如果活到現在是一輩子 我認識你 就是一輩子 =)
當年 你2歲 我4歲 =)


其實我們之間 從2009年 就開始 漸漸 越來越遠了
當你看我的眼神 不再那麼pure的時候 我就知道了 :)
是的 我只是假裝自己無知 天真的以為 這樣可以把你
留在身邊 我很傻 我知道

後來烏龜的去世 我知道你很害怕
怕失去我 這個家人
當時已經不是當我情人了吶
其實我都知道 =)
不想說破 其實我和你一樣 只是害怕破壞彼此的關係

我知道你對過去的事情很內疚  抱著我的時候
對不起多過我愛你
其實 為甚麼 你不把 這個過去 當成一種成長的累積呢?
只有把心放開 才可以看到彩虹


你告訴我: 如果可以再從來 一定放開我的手
可是你不知道 當時的我 是覺得幸福的
因為你 說要和我一起
就算代價這麼大 我沒有後悔過 =)
記住了 我不後悔

我們都沒有辦法改變過去 所以只好珍惜現在 =)
去年的差不多 這個時候 我提出分手了
我說 我愛上一個 太出色的孩子
可是我知道 他永遠 也不會看我

你說: 值得嗎 當時我回答 交給 命運吧 :)
現在你問我 我會說:
他很值得 =)


後來我們複合 其實根本就是錯誤的
因為 當時我們 其實只剩下 家人的感覺了

繞了好大好大一圈 我們終於 回到原點了 

你擔心 沒有人會像你一樣 照顧我
可是 我現在已經學會 把自己照顧得好好 =)

不用擔心 我以後的mr. right會嫌棄我的過去
因為我 已經不需要了 :)

再說 其實和別人說 人家都未必相信
演戲都沒有 我們的成長 哪麼drama !!

你說 別再告訴別人
1. 因為哪個人 不一定相信
2. 人家會覺得 你很墮落
3. 人家看你的眼神 會變

我記住了 =) 最後一個告訴的人
我覺得他根本不相信+ 會忘記

所以我還滿放心


不過.. 真的以後都不說了..
因為全世界都這麼勸我 xD




愛過一次 一輩子 也就夠了





真心的 恭喜你要結婚了 我會好好過
放心吧 我很堅強的 我想你會相信我 =)

from: madeline



從現在起 要加油加加油 ♥

過去的一切 都過去吧

人總要失去什麼 才會得到什麼


不說謊 這次我真得用了成熟的心
這一刻起 我要用真實的自己 去認識這世界
告別假裝
告別幼稚
告別過度的忍耐
告別暴躁的自己


啊哈♥  請給我藍藍的天再加麥噹噹一餐 :)

公主 =)

我要當一個 有魅力 氣質 的女人 :)


告別過去的自己
從現在起 我是公主 :)
一個不怕骯髒 不隨便掉淚的 公主 :)

我媽媽說 這樣她才會放心 :)

S.T.R.O.N.G

i gonna be strong

i have to be strong

i m strong

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最近很好
生活忙碌没烦恼
哈 xD

計畫開始成形
我在努力
不想一步登天
我只想一步一腳印 :)

期待拿到相機的那天
我應該會開心到瘋掉
努力存錢 我要去旅行啦啦啦

旅行計畫 i want

很想去旅行
突然 想快點定下日期
明天去訂蛋糕的時候 順便去問問看好了
一個人 也可以很好 :)
其實也沒什麼 真的
只是真的沒有想過
沒有你們 我會怎樣

結果其實也ok啦
我都不覺得可憐 你們就別再抱歉了
旅行 不管genting 哪裡都好 等我!!

p.s: 腳上的bruise几時能好.. 我要漂亮去旅行勒 T^T

juz a moment 有时候

有时候  只是说了太多怕错
做了太多 也錯了太多
所以 真得很痛


請別再用厭惡的眼神看我
當我沒有做錯什麼的時候
我不是iron man
我會受傷

我努力 沒有別的意思
只是因為我想努力
不要再把我  當成只想上位的小人
我沒有

你們已經什麼都有了 為甚麼還要跟我計較
我已經什麼都沒有了 
所以也不會跟你們計較 =)

不用對我公平 我明白
只是 可不可以 真的有個人
就算罵我也好 看著我
讓我知道 我是一份子
幻想都是美好的
所以還是照照鏡子比較實際 哈xD

只要我還看到我 就好 =D



我其實很怕
可是 如果不做  
我不知道 會錯在哪裡
所以做了再說
管它的~

.p.s: 我真的真的 很可愛 所以請跟我做朋友 xD

空

才知道 是 空
很久很久了 沒有這種感覺
往回頭看

我也很久沒有回頭了

是不是 也該 認真過 :)

我的2011 新年 會很快樂 我知道
因為 我會回頭了 會計畫了
會 記得 我是誰了 :)

bday time ♥

生日快樂

我的願望是 每天都開心 快樂

還有

我要大大的蛋糕♥ 和媽媽一起吃!!

一辈子，就做一次自己。

只求在我最美的年华里，

遇到你

在心里装下一个你。

深深的话我要浅浅地说，

你见，或者不见我，

我就在那里，

不悲不喜。

070111

短暂的 灿烂的 最爱的不是我
我们不会有结果 

也许说太多是因为怕错过
可惜你并不怕错过我

新婚快乐 我人不到礼物到

你要幸福

以后的以后 都不要再联络了=）