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i need to start to learn...
how to talk
how to express myself
how to get something i wan by myself


although i still sad like hell
seriously
i think of many things too, bad one xD
but at last i still found my intellect to stop me

i know
i cant let tis all ruin my life
as my dear wish :)♥


she say must be happy dun let me worry
i know
i muz do it!!

actually i edi fever for many days
well well... i cant bring myself to d doctor
i still not enough brave
give me some time
i will do it!!!

in future,
there is many things out of control
tsunami, earthquake in japan
pray for them

hope they can stand up
blessing blessing

they r much more strong then us
we can let our life ruin in tiny things

life is juz a process
live up
be positive
be strong
most important
take care of myself...

today plan to watch movie d
but still not brave enough to step out of door


next time
hope i can do it


must remember
be positve